In My Mind

Hey World,

I had a lot on my mind tonight so I figured I'd blog. So yea this is my last week of school and I'm excited. No more homework due at the end of the week, no more labs, discussions, just no more school!!!! But it's time to chalk up another victory. Thank God. I swear 5 years ago I thought my life at this age would be spent in jail or death!!! But God has a way of turning around things. Foreal though, I've never been so stressed in my life. It seems like soooooooo much is riding on my shoulders. The damn transmission EXPLODED on me on Monday and, I had to shell out $1900 to get it rebuilt. The optimism of that situation is that I have a warranty and the transmission is covered (whew!!!). Having a Wife and 2 kids exacerbates (I know that's such a harsh word) my stress level even more but, honestly I'm learning to turn that into eustress. I trully believe the 6 weeks i was enrolled in that Abnormal Psychology class has helped. There are some days where I feel like exploding like my transmission (great analogy lol) but, between prayer, soft music and CNN, yes CNN I make it through my day. On a business note, I have a few opportunities lined up for me. Met a great smart guy who shares the same ambitions as I do who has 10 years of experience in the field, so it's almost time to develop an action plan to move forward. Twitter and Facebook have skyrocketed my clientele too. I'm coming across things I have never done and I am so loving the challenge. On a personal note (this is where it gets interesting), I am on a serious spiritual and emotional rollercoaster. I'll ride a spiritual wave for about 2 weeks then BAM, I fall right back into a slump. I would disclose what makes me fall but that's between me and the Lord. As far as the emotional instability, one day I feel like I could take over the world then others I feel like everyone is better than I am. If I could ride in the middle of the two I would be straight, kinda like a "humble conqueror". Sidebar: 16 and Pregnant is cracking me up right now (yawns). Well I think I got a few things off of my chest and feel that I could got to bed with a peaceful mind. Gotta get up earlier..I have a 7:10am pickup. Peace till next time

Posted from the corner of "Twin" and "Minded" on my iPhone

Location:Rockland Pl,New Rochelle,United States